When a woman speaks her mind, she is called an obscene word. This is an unfair label. Many of us are guilty of feeling one way and acting another. This is not only a lie to ourselves but to the other party. You can either be a blunt person that is very direct or a well behaved lady that gives the appearances of a nice cheery world.
Earlier this week, I was manipulated into doing something against my will in my workplace. When it came to my attention that the situation had spiraled into my superior’s office, something inside me snapped. After composing myself, the phone was handled with care as I calmly explained to the culprit that I had been disrespected. During the conversation, I realized how ignorant people are about what I do. There is a serious lack of professional courtesy. In truth, there is a need for a renaissance in the area of common sense.
While my health struggles to deal with such harsh slaps of reality, this final straw has shown me that my prayers for guidance have been answered. How long will I deal with poor health due to stress? How long will I live for weekends? My current work situation was already uncomfortable and now it has gotten even worse. As I reflect upon what my new life would entail, my true self begins to emerge.
I was told in 2009 that I do not like being told what to do. When this information was shared with me, it was confusing. A boss has always been in place for me to refer issues. As the years have progressed, this statement has become more and more evident in my life. I tire of having to bring the visions of others to life while mine lays dormant.
The idea of waking up in the morning and moving slowly appeal to me a great deal. A cup of tea as I walk barefoot on the ground prior to meditation is ideal. While people fight morning traffic, I want to stretch and listen to soft music. My day should not start at 8. It should start at 9 or ten at my leisure. It would be a joy to be able to go to the doctor without having to take an entire day off from work. Creating my new lifestyle based on my needs is a healing thought.
As my plan formulates, the universe is responding to my stronger vibration. Opportunities are beginning to drop from the sky. Friends have rallied their support across the board. It will be interesting to see where I am this time next year. I do not want to look back and wonder what if I had tried to do something else with myself. If I try and fail, at least I will be able to say that I tried.